Prayers/Thoughts Please

DH and I are going through kind of a rough patch right now. Any thoughts, prayers would be most appreciated. So much for the "honeymoon" period! We're just not seeing eye to eye on some things...family especially. It's hard, as my family is far away, his is right here. He just assumes we're going to spend every holiday with his, no mention of mine. He has some vacation days coming to him...I mean, I don't expect we will see my family as often of course, but I think I just feel that he could offer something...like hey honey, we'll make sure to visit next year, etc. You know, something? Part of me would like to have dinner here, as it's our first married.

We're also not seeing eye to eye on some other things too. I'm feeling really picked on...it might be childish, but I do. I got some great advice from a friend...she said to sit, hold hands and talk. Listen too. It's just that when he is being a butt, it's hard to do that.

Last but not least, I found a lump in my breast. It is moveable, freely so. It's probably just a cyst...but still. I do have some medical knowledge due to my job, so the rational side of me is just analyzing symptoms, etc. The other side of me is completely freaked. I have an appt Friday for an annual checkup, so the timing couldn't be better I guess.

So right now I'm feeling scared, sad and a little pissed off.